3.30.2016

note to self



Rhea May,

Hi. Today I know you're stressed with all  the exams and exams and exams. And 'tired' is just an understatement. I just want you to know that there are a lot more stress and stuff like that coming your way. But here's the thing, you're doing just perfectly fine, well even better as a matter of fact. *pat on the back*  Unlike before when you'd wrap your self under the blanket and just drown in self-pity. I'm glad you've learned how to slay and face whatever life's throwing at you. Keep slayin' little girl! Keep your head up and focus. You've been wanting that for the longest time, remember? *wink* If that isn't enough reason for you to go on, let me tell you this: There are a lot more people out there who would kill just to be where you are now. So, go on and get your self together and think of those little angels who would entrust you with their lives.



You'll get through this. Have faith. 



....and smile. 

Love, 
self 

3.27.2016

SUNDAY CURRENTLY VOL. XI

First of, let me greet everyone a Happy Easter!!!

As we all know, I still have (forever na yata ito) exams for the next three weeks, and I wasn't able to study during the Holy week at home (no matter how I tried), so my parents decided to bring me back to the dorm last night, Black Saturday. So, yes, Happy Easter from me!!! Well it doesn't really bother me that much to be spending easter alone, since, we're also busy at home, so no time for bonding din naman. I'm used to it though. 

Anyway, we better be starting with my Sunday

Currently:

Reading: None yet. To be honest, I just woke up a couple of minutes ago, and I decided to start blogging this SC before I start reviewing. I'm really planning to be productive now and as much as possible stay on the 'good  mood' to get into grinding aka studying

Writing: This and only this post. I also have a draft of another random post about some facts about me which I came to realize these past few days while I'm on a break. 

Wearing: Matching PJ's! Forever favorite, plus I have a new bedroom slippers! It's a little furry and so soft and very Rhea May. 

Listening: No music yet, but I can hear several cars honking outside. *ingay nyo po, ang aga aga!!* Wait, I turned on my Spotify and decided to play When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating *haaayyyy, this song brings so much feels!* Notting Hill forever!!

Thinking: About my crush. huhuhu Officially declaring it to the world that I'm missing this person so much, and I can't wait to see him. 

Feeling: Confused and grateful. Grateful for the blessings that have been coming our way, especially with how our business go and for the great health of my family. And, confused about this crushing game. But somehow, I got to control myself and learned how to divert my attention to other more productive stuff. para di palaging natutulala. 

Wishing: As of now, I can't wish for anything but pass this coming exam weeks. 

Praying: For my sister's health. She's been having from several infections lately. She doesn't seem to be bothered though. Ang tigas ng ulo ni girl. 

Hoping: That he misses me the way I missed him. Echosera!hahaha Kidding aside, I hope he get to notice me naman kahit for once lang! Kuya, pa-notice naman po! Yung may malisya na pag-notice. ganoin!
  
Wanting: Several on the list! New white shoes for internship, a belt bag (also for internship) and several shades of nude lipsticks

Loving: The weather!!! I love how cold and less sunny this Sunday morning is! Very bed weather. Kalmadong kalmado lang! Saktong pang-emote! But as much as I want to emote and dumrama, medyo mahaba habang basahan pa ang dapat kong gawin. hassle talaga tong Med. hahaha

There you go my current sunday, at 7:27am. 
Happy Eater again!
God Bless everyone! 


3.25.2016

Good Friday: What If?

What if, destiny plays its trick and we'll end up together?
Madami sigurong magagalit, or magtataka, or magjujudge.

What if, we never crossed paths again?
Maybe you'll just be that damn good-looking guy I once talked to few years back.

What if, I tell you what I really feel about you? 
Would you believe me?
Will there be a chance?

What if, after all these things you'd come to tell me you feel the same?
Kakayanin ko kaya?

What if...I was attracted to other guys, I mean, yung hindi ikaw?
It would be much easier. much much easier. 

What if, we don't talk anymore? 
Would you even notice? 

What if, matulog nako?
I'd have good sleep. So, good night! 

P.S. Di na kita iisipin, promise! Or, try ko! *tongue out*

3.24.2016

Maundy Thursday: Untitled

Hi again, today I spent my day at our business, together with my sister. Pero uneventful naman yung whole Maundy Thursday ko. By the way, I tried texting this 'guy' (low-key landi move) about some you-know, patay malisya things. Pero, I also took this day to really think of what this whole crazy thing is about. My thoughts were like, 'Baka naman namiss ko lang sya, or baka naOA ko lang yung matagal ko syang di nakakausap' But still, I've not come down to any conclusion or any solid reason or explanation about this. Medyo magulo pa din e. Honestly, this time na sobrang nacoconfuse nako, parang mas gusto ko na lang mawala to para mabalik na normal yung life ko. Wow, as if nagulo talaga (though, somehow it really did) Kasi naman e, ano ba kasi to, sumulpot lang bigla to e. I was never prepared to face this kind of battle. (Anything, wag lang yung macacaught off guard ako sa kilig) kasi nafrufrustrate ako kapag di ko mapigilan yung emotions ko. You know what I mean, you never wanna get into something unprepared. 

So one thing, what if this is really uhh....love? So I'd love him from afar? That's sad and frustrating and heartbreaking. So, this can't be love. Besides, it's been just weeks. (though wala yan sa length of time, as they say) and I have no plan of letting this grow into something much deeper than what I feel at the moment. In short, hanggang dito na lang to. Either stop it from here or totally divert it into something else. 

Paano ba to? I thought this can be fun and all kilig and good things but as days go by, di na masaya. Could this be really serious? I hope not.  

3.23.2016

Holy Wednesday: Pwede magbago ng isip?

Hi, pwede bawiin yung last post ko? Ah, ganito kasi, medyo parang ang OA ko kahapon...parang 'di naman pala ako ganon kalala' pero true naman yung kinilig ako, pero ngayon, after reading it all over again, natatawa ako sa sarili ko. Never thought I'd have that enough 'kakapalan ng muhka' na magreklamo ng ganon. But it was funny, though. Let me clear it again, kumalma na ko by now, and I no longer feel that 'kaOA-an kilig', but the 'thing' I posted yesterday was real. As in ganon yung nafeel ko, but for some reasons, I'm composed again by now. But then naconfused naman ako as to how I really feel. (Rhea May, ano ba talaga? Napakagulo mong bata!!) *scratches head*

Anyway, good thing that I did not wake up today at an unusual hour, which made feel a lot better. (kaya siguro ako kalmado) But, I still have thoughts about this cutie (napakalanding bata). hahaha (parang high school) I actually attempted to ask for a sign kahapon, as to whether I'd entertain this whole 'kagagahan' or just die (jk) exert extra effort to shrug this thing off again (since, ilan bases ko naman na sya nagagawa in the past) But due to some fears and hesitations, I decided to not pursue the "sign-asking" and just decide to try to keep as calm and composed as possible. In short, wag na mag-OA. 

And now, I'd like to congratulate myself for doing a great job so far. *pats self at the back* Good start, rhea girl! *wink* I really hope, you'll make it and maintain it during the holy week. But whatever happens this succeeding days/weeks, expect me to update you dear, and try to be a open-book as much as I could (umaartista level ka girl!), to see where this crazy journey ends. Let's see how far this 'pagpipigil' can go. hahahaha parang reality show. So you better be expecting some random shifts in mood from OA kilig up to dead affect or kalmado mood (parang ngayon)hahaha. 

But now seriously, I feel light and calm to atleast express it and let it out. At least 'walang judgmental' people around. hehehehe and you can't get annoyed with this mood swings I'm throwing at you. You just gotta accept whatever I say, love. wala kang choice! hahahaha (villain laugh) *lucky me* 

And so, there you go my early-morning/ just-woke-up feels and thoughts for this Holy Wednesday. 

P.S. Last day in school today!!! And I only have 1 exam to take before I could finally go home and cuddle with my doggie!!! missed Chloe so much! k.bye. 

God Bless everyone!!  

3.22.2016

weird

I woke up a few hours earlier than my supposed alarm, which is weird. It's actually the second or third time since it started happening to me last week. (di 'to horror, but pwede din since natatakot na'ko) The even weirder thing is that, I wake up between 2-3am,  thinking about the same person. Wait, I know this, but no, wait I don't think I'm ready. wait....uhm, like no, this can't be happening now. I've gone through this and passed by it years ago, and I'm fully well....uhm, until now. This ain't suppose to be happening. Like, wait, I don't want to jump into conclusions or let my pessimist self prevail, but I really do feel like this won't lead to anything pleasant or any sort of you know, mutual something. I can't even believe I let myself get into this again.  (Ano ba, Rhea May!!) And, I didn't see this coming like, 'Hey it was just a fine day!' yesterday and suddenly I woke up realizing that I've been thinking a lot about this PLAIN HUMAN BEING lately. And hell, it makes me crazy. Like, srsly. It's like my heart's exploding anytime by now with just a single thought of him. Sobrang weird like as in over and beyond my control. I used to believe I'm a calm and composed person when it comes to controlling my feelings, but how in the world did I not see this coming? Can you feel my frustration and disappointment with myself?! Alam mo yon! Unang una, sayang yung tulog ko, sayang sa oras, nakakawala ng composure, nakakakaba, nakakabaliw, nakakatulala, I can't function well, bigla na lang akong mapapasmile for no apparent reason, muka akong baliw, nakakawala ng pagka-madam. I don't think being this attracted and feeling all the butterflies and being mushy and all don't suit me. Feel ko di bagay sakin yung ganitong kilig kilig of my own story. like, yuck. "Rhea May, umayos ka nga!" I kept scolding myself since 2am this morning. And for some weird reason, di ko mapigilan talaga----the smile, goosebumps, the shrills. oh my gosh the kilig, like "sana kainin muna ko ng lupa," but still, another thought of him, and then smile plus kilig (additional factor pa yung musical scoring by Spotify which is Angel of Mine) and please, last na to... RHEA MAY, UMAYOS KA! MAG EEXAM KA PA! *sabunot sa sarili* #tamanapls

3.21.2016

HOLY WEEK 2016: HOLY MONDAY

Is it proper to greet everyone a Happy Holy Monday? (That doesn't sound right, does it?) Anyway, I hope you're all having a great and blessed week, or at least spend some good time with your family and loved ones. As for my case, (and other students and employees)  I'm still having school until Holy Wednesday, so expect blog post that are school-related for the coming days, lol. Anyhow, I just want to share how great I feel now, because I get to blog a lot lately. (Which I really planned weeks ago) I used to think that I might just really be a 'sad' person coz I don't have someone (or people) around me with whom I can share these thoughts with, but then after a long time I realized, maybe I wasn't really sad, but just 'private' (naks! arte ko pls!)hahaha It was actually my choice to just remain private about my insights and thoughts and just plainly express it through blogging. 

As I grew up, I got to encounter different kinds of people; some are great and have shared a lot of insights and amazing memories with me, and some who are not-so-pleasant and have taught me a lot of lessons in ways I did not expect. Sad to say, those people who belong to the latter category have made a great impact on me, which is why I chose to be over-protective of myself. Well in all honesty, I find it a good thing because I get to guard myself and prevent some possible 'issues' with people. So far, not so good at first, but I managed to control my feelings and still get along with people pretty well (I hope)

Another thing, just so you know, I have a 'lighter' schedule today until Wednesday, another reason why I'm feeling happy and ecstatic! From this day up to April 15th will be exams and completion of several requirements, and then.....INTERNSHIP na. (**faints**) I know I've mentioned it so many times, but really, I'm never ready for internship!!!! hehehe (though a part of me is actually having a cartwheel now due to excitement) 

So there you go guys! How's your Holy Monday so far? Stay blessed!!

*selfie before going to my OB class this morning!*
guess who went to school unprepared for her IM long quiz
#forevercrammer

3.20.2016

SUNDAY CURRENTLY VOL. X



Hello! The photo above shows how preoccupied I am today, out of focus and obviously not in the mood to study for my upcoming presemestral/long exam tomorrow. Originally, I planned to start reviewing at 9am today, but for 'great reasons', I chose to get up a bit late this morning. And so, that's the brief history of  my 'lazy Sunday' today. It is so untimely for me to think of blogging and just 'chill' knowing that DEATH MARCH has started. But since I am great at cramming, (which is definitely never good) here I am, basically chilling....just as how those 'non-med/non-toxic people' do.   *smirk*

Let me share with my 'super-chill-Sunday-Currently'

Currently...

Reading: NO TRANS/MED-RELATED whatsoever, but random tweets, blogs, online fashion magazine, travel diaries and the likes *wink*

Writing: Aside from this SC post, I am actually trying to organize my finances/expenses and trying to budget for upcoming weeks. 

Listening: Currently playing is Cheerleader by OMI (c/o: Spotify)

Wearing: Plain V-neck shirt and shorts. It is very rare that I am out of the bed and plainly sitting here while typing this post. I would usually stay on my bed during the whole day of Sunday and just get up whenever I need a bathroom break. ganon katamad. #sorrynotsorry

Thinking: Whether I'd ask for permission from my parents if I can go to Ilocos with some friends before the internship...but that would delay me from opening my bank account since I'm planning to not ask for 'allowance' if ever it happens. 

Wishing: To get through the last few weeks of third year in MedSchool and get in smoothly through internship (hope it's possible!)

Praying: For good grades this semester, and please, let my diet work! :p

Hoping: That I can finally open my bank account before summer break!

Feeling: hungry. And today's my cheat day, so I am eating this sinful tuna sandwich with lots of mayo and condensed milk and cream cheese (that I made 2 nights ago), along with a bag of potato chips and orange juice. #kainpamore

Wanting: In fairness, that Pandora bracelet that I've been eyeing for the past month is still on the top of my list. I promise to buy that first after all this 'saving-for-bank account' come into reality. 

Loving: WALA TALAGA AS OF NOW.  as in, flat affect ako about everything during this moment. Well, as much as I want to put something here, wala talaga e. Wag ko na ipilit. hahahaha bato lang ang peg. BUT, who knows....malay nyo, sooner or later may mapost ako, kahit hindi sa Sunday Currently! hahaha abang abang din pag may time. chos.

Anyway, that's basically how I'm spending my Sunday today. By the way, it's Palm Sunday! I still can't believe we're going to school until Wednesday! (Hello, first time ko may pasok during Holy Week!) But, tanggap ko na yon even before. hehehe So now, on my list: eat, nap, internet, movie, study (7pm). joke. bahala na. :)

Happy Sunday!! God Bless us!     


3.19.2016

truth be told

How do I even begin with this? For the past days, I was feeling kind of bothered, but I was too reluctant to share it or even blog about it. At first, I tried shrugging off the thought, hoping that I'd eventually forget about it, but I guess the more I tried ignoring it, the more it bothers me. So now, I'm trying to calm my nerves and shaking fingers to be able to let it out in the most discreet way possible. 

So, I miss you. There's no other way I could say it, so yes, I miss you. 

As I've said, I tried ignoring the thoughts of you whenever you cross my mind--like I kept trying to be busy or get preoccupied and all, but at the end of the day, it boils down to that. And those memories of good times and toxic nights and random talks would flash and cloud my head until I get lost just again. Just like now. 


3.17.2016

UY

uy, inlove yata ako! char. joke lang. echos. napadaan lang! pero pag nainlove na nga ako, sige post ko. hahahaha joke. goodnight na!  

3.15.2016

current playlist

Hi again! as of the moment, I'm enjoying great music (thru Spotify) and I'd like to share my top 10 picks for the past weeks. The list consists of upbeat songs or feel good ones that I listen to every morning to put me in great mood. These are my current favorites, and by that, it would mean longterm favourites. 


1. YOUTH by Troye Sivan

2. Hide Away by Daya

3. Work by Rihanna

4. Waiting For Love by Avicci

5. Work from Home by Fifth Harmony

6. Salute by Little Mix

7. Roses by The Chainsmokers

8. Dazed and Confused by Jake Miller, Travie McCoy

9. Crush by Yuna, Usher

10. Same Old Love by Selena Gomez


Usually, after 2 or 3 repeats of my playlist, I am all set and ready to go to school. So no matter how hectic or toxic my loads for the day is, I make sure to start with good vibes. And what other way to do it but music, yeah? 

3.14.2016

thoughts

Should I get alarmed that despite this week's busy and toxic schedule, here I am, sitting perfectly still on my bed, typing this blogpost? Well, to be honest, I'm dying deep inside, confused on how to survive this week. But really, that's all I can do. I've no idea how to get thru the OSCE of each of my subject, so I just let my fears and worries swallow me, besides, I'm used to really having an almost-nervous breakdown during those times. hehehe 

On a lighter note, one of my girlfriends randomly checked up on me, asking about any update. She's basically concerned about my love life, but I was quick enough to burst her bubble and told her I STILL have none. Not sad about it though. It just lead me on thinking of how it actually feels once I have my own, you know, jowa. hehehe But as I told her, I'm not really in a rush or in a hurry about having one since I know my priorities (naks!) Knowing myself, I might not be able to juggle my academic responsibilities together with girlfriend duties well. So, wag na lang muna. I also told her to just chill and calm her senses and allow the natural flow of love to find its way to me hehehe cheesy! She then brought up a news about one of our high school batch mate who's now single. kaloka. She's trying to build him up on me but I told her not to, because I felt it doesn't seem right. (ako pa maarte pls) hahahah And I'm honestly hoping that he'd get back to his former girlfriend. ganoin! 


Anyway, that's basically it. I'd love to discuss more of my thoughts and insights about some random topics, pero try ko muna mag aral at pumasa, okay? God Bless everyone! *wink* 

3.06.2016

a great-kind-of-unexpected

There are only few people in MedSchool who I really trust and cherish, beside my high school and college friends. And as we slowly approach the upcoming clerkship, I want to tell you how grateful I am to have gotten to know you. Clerkship is indeed one of the most-awaited part in Medschool which we all look forward to, and so, before all the busy schedules and night duties get in the way, I'd like to share something with you. Hope you appreciate this simple 'paandar' of mine. 

medyo corny and all, so better read your part na lang hihihi  *covers face with a pillow* #shytypeakoeh 



There Ocampo


Medem! I can still clearly remember the very first time we called each other medem! It was during one of your petty tampuhans with Diony, and you came up to me, asking for *forgot what exactly it was* and I was calling everybody Medem. You laughed with the way I say it, and from then, you called me Medem and I continued calling you the same. And now it feels awkward whenever you call me  with my real name. Oh well, enough with the kwento. I'd like to tell you that you are one of the those people whom I least expect to get really close with. Maybe because I never thought we'd jive and actually share several similarities (kasi di ba nga, jinudge na kita) hahahahaha. Thank you for being worthy of my trust and keeping everything real when it comes to your thoughts. Thank you for always letting me barge in to your room and for not complaining whenever I stay late just to catch up (despite our daily chikahan) and share even the most irrelevant events of my weekends. Thank you for being so generous with everything you have, may it be your weekly supplies of snacks and candies, transes or even juicy chismis hehehe I'd always be grateful that I got to spend most of my third year life with you. *yuck, parang mag-on* Lastly, thank you for accepting me for who I am (with no pressure,) letting me be playful and bully and annoy you. For painstakingly dealing with all my crying moments and the in-betweens, thank you so so much! You know the kind of love we have, it's tough. *wink*


Rosalie Duco

Who would've thought we'll get this close? Ikaw talaga ang isa sa mga nawala sa listahan ko ng mga sure kong di ko makakaclose e! hahahaha anyway, if I'm not mistaken, the very first time we got really close was during an inhuman sesh at our dorm, tama ba? anyway, I feel so lucky that I got the chance to be close to you and bond with you so many times before the busy timeline of clerkship kicks. I love those random messages we send each other and send good vibes and positivity amidst the stress we face in LIFE. *you know what I mean* Thank you for being so quick to extend help and reach out even during those times when I won't say anything. Thank you for understanding all my reklamos and kaartehan (the white comforter and instagram-worthy headboards) and for being true to your words. Thank you for being generous of your time, even during weekdays and for those times when you would check if I'm okay. I highly appreciate you and I want you to know that my room will always be open for you, ganon kita kamahal. To more spontaneous dinners and movie nights!


Lana Gonzales

This is the first time that I would sincerely apologize to you for being so bitchy on the first day of school. SORRY  na Lanababes!!! Though we find it funny and joke about it all the time, I really didn't expect you'd get affected by that. hahaha akala ko kasi, hindi big deal! hahaha Anyway, I want to tell you that you are one of the most important 'bitches' in my life and I would forever regret that I actually treated you the way I did few years back. hehehe We could've been closer much earlier. Well, gayunpaman, I want to thank you for consistently being so nice to me despite my Queen B attitude. I always look forward to our Takeiya bondings and juicy-over-sushi sessions. I'm glad to have found a sister in you, who, in all ways would make me feel appreciated and loved. Thank you for being so sweet and caring, for being patient and understanding of my feelings. Also, for trusting me with your stories and personal thoughts. Remember that, whatever happens, I'll always be you Rheababes who would text you randomly even if you reply hours or even days after. Ganon ka kalate magreply, but I love you still.


Toni De Guzman-Laluna

Hi darling! Just like Ros, you're one of the people I least expect to get close with, especially during the first year of MedSchool. Maybe because I found you intimidating (hahaha, yes) during the first few months....BUT, to be honest, you're actually one of the most charming woman I know. Di na yata mawawala yang charms mo kahit tumanda ka. hahahaha Anyway, thank you for opening you home for us during the Verdict night, and transform me (naks!) into a presentable human being. hahahah I was never good with make up, but, maarte enough to pull it off. Thank you for being a breath of fresh air (together with Lana) during stress moments and for making me feel appreciated by listening to whatever I have to say. Thank you also for letting me bring out my 'inner bitch' without the fear of being judged. I love talking to you and your candid expressions. I look forward to seeing your baby Alpha, and I know you'd be a great mom, as how great of a wife you are to Paolo. P.S. My loo will always be available for you.


Felice Carlos

Miss! It all started as study nights during exam week and then ayun, we clicked! Funny cause I never thought we would jive really well, kasi akala ko di moko feel kasi sobrang arte ko. And then one time, we studied out, in Starbucks, tapos nagchikahan na tayo and opened up about some personal problems and life lessons. Tapos ikaw din, you trusted me enough and share your side of the story. We bonded over coffee and ophtha trans until dinner (originally dapat before 6 nakauwi ka na) and I appreciate the amount of time that you shared with me, kasi nga nag extend ka. From then on, we now have our own inside jokes, na kahit tinginan lang, we already know what we want to say. hahahaha I want you to know that whatever it is, kahit immaturity or mga secret gala and night out mo, I'll always be here to listen and open my room for you. Lagi kang welcome dito. And remember, whatever you do, people will always say something wrong about you, kaya carpe diem! gawin mo na lahat ng gusto mo, wala slang pake! *wink* 


Marielle Ramajo

Hi madam! Ikaw pa ba? Syempre di ka mawawala sa mga taong totoong pinagkakatiwalaan ko :) From the start as in first year pa lang, sobra nakong grateful especially during times na magkagroup tayo sa SGD, Clinics, ward works and lahat. You've always been so generous of your time and everything na meron ka (even the freshest juicy). Thank you for never letting me down and for always being there to listen kahit wala naman kakwenta kwenta yung mga sinasabi ko. Thank you for always welcoming me in your circle kahit di naman ako part ng barkada nyo and for your advices kapag #alammona hehehe Thank you din for those 2 years of keeping up even during the wee hours of the morning just to finish our histories, and for endlessly calming my nerves everytime na nagpapanic ako. For understanding kapag lutang na ako sa mga nangyayari and kapag lagi moko kinakampihan from those people I (alam mo na) hate.hahaha ang sama natin. At eto pa!!! Sobrang salamat sa pagsheshare mo sa lahat ng bago sayo, whether games, fangirling or kahit anong bago! I appreciate everything. sobra! And for always inviting me to go to Ilocos, kahit di naman matuloy tuloy, thank you sobra!!! I look forward to internship with high hopes to spend more time and bond with you more. Mahal kita kahit mukang ang user ko minsan *eyes rolling* hahahah<3


Tammy Gonzales

Honestly, ikaw talaga ang target kong iclose, bilang napakilala ka na sakin ni Jandrei dati. But, even though we don't belong in the same circle, I'm glad to know na kahit anong mangyari, alam kong andyan ka lang whenever I need you and give your unbiased thoughts and advices. Buti na lang, magkathesis tayo and we got to bond over Cartimar days and La Salle Araneta and LRT hustle. I can clearly remember that time when we are about to go to UP to get our Staph aureus sample, when I shared about my high school friends and how I treat them, you told me, "katawa ka Rhea, para kang jowa makipagfriend" *yuck ba? sobrang clingy?!* hahahah and when you finally told me, 'Basta eto lang tatandaan mo, sa pamilya mo lang ikaw magtiwala, kasi kahit anong mangyari sila lang yung di mawawala at di ka iiwan.' true enough. So, thank you for always letting me invade your space during free times and for always updating me with new ganaps. Palagi kitang niyayaya na kumain sa labas or magbonding kasi lagi ko talaga nilolook forward yung mga times na magkkwentuhan tayo. Because I know, that whatever I say, hindi mo mamimis-interpret or di moko ijujudge. hue hue thank you endlessly. And sana naman, matuloy na yung bonding natin, kahit isaw lang ulit kay Mang Larry or kahit sleepover na lang sa condo mo. hahahaha echos. pero seryoso, mahal kita, beyond words *hart hart*


So ayun na nga....
You see, I don't usually show it, pero I appreciate everything that each of you do to me, may it be a small favor or your initiative to extend help whenever I need it (kahit di ko hinihingi), so thank you. Di man ako showy of my love and appreciation sa friendship natin, I wanna let you know na I'm sincere and as a real friend, I'm always here for you kahit ano mangyari. Okay? so enough na yon. Di bagay sa reputation ko bilang Madam ang magdrama. dapat palaging pa-bitch lang, ganern. hahaha joke. Love you girls! 

Here's to a successful MedLyf and to great years ahead!


P.S.
Sobrang di ko ineexpect na makakaclose kayo lahat, but I guess, Unexpected friendships are the best.

God bless everyone! Happy Sunday!



skinny love

come on skinny love just last the year



3.02.2016

Hello, MARCH!

Hi, just a quick blog post before I prepare for school. Welcome, March!!! Time flies so fast, I can barely keep up! It's so surprising how things change and unfold before my eyes and I can't do anything to stop them from happening. It's a good thing though, coz it means that we'll get by with whatever we're going through right now. You know the cliche, Nothing lasts forever. So self, I advise you to just chill, keep cool, get yourself together and smile. Keep that grace under pressure in you and continue to radiate good vibes to the people around you. 

P.S. Keep listening to good music every morning. It puts you to good mood. *wink*
Now Playing: Everywhere by: Michelle Branch

And, can you see my new wallpaper! Cute diba! Sparkly and gold and very maarte. fumafancy