Holy Wednesday: Pwede magbago ng isip?

Hi, pwede bawiin yung last post ko? Ah, ganito kasi, medyo parang ang OA ko kahapon...parang 'di naman pala ako ganon kalala' pero true naman yung kinilig ako, pero ngayon, after reading it all over again, natatawa ako sa sarili ko. Never thought I'd have that enough 'kakapalan ng muhka' na magreklamo ng ganon. But it was funny, though. Let me clear it again, kumalma na ko by now, and I no longer feel that 'kaOA-an kilig', but the 'thing' I posted yesterday was real. As in ganon yung nafeel ko, but for some reasons, I'm composed again by now. But then naconfused naman ako as to how I really feel. (Rhea May, ano ba talaga? Napakagulo mong bata!!) *scratches head*

Anyway, good thing that I did not wake up today at an unusual hour, which made feel a lot better. (kaya siguro ako kalmado) But, I still have thoughts about this cutie (napakalanding bata). hahaha (parang high school) I actually attempted to ask for a sign kahapon, as to whether I'd entertain this whole 'kagagahan' or just die (jk) exert extra effort to shrug this thing off again (since, ilan bases ko naman na sya nagagawa in the past) But due to some fears and hesitations, I decided to not pursue the "sign-asking" and just decide to try to keep as calm and composed as possible. In short, wag na mag-OA. 

And now, I'd like to congratulate myself for doing a great job so far. *pats self at the back* Good start, rhea girl! *wink* I really hope, you'll make it and maintain it during the holy week. But whatever happens this succeeding days/weeks, expect me to update you dear, and try to be a open-book as much as I could (umaartista level ka girl!), to see where this crazy journey ends. Let's see how far this 'pagpipigil' can go. hahahaha parang reality show. So you better be expecting some random shifts in mood from OA kilig up to dead affect or kalmado mood (parang ngayon)hahaha. 

But now seriously, I feel light and calm to atleast express it and let it out. At least 'walang judgmental' people around. hehehehe and you can't get annoyed with this mood swings I'm throwing at you. You just gotta accept whatever I say, love. wala kang choice! hahahaha (villain laugh) *lucky me* 

And so, there you go my early-morning/ just-woke-up feels and thoughts for this Holy Wednesday. 

P.S. Last day in school today!!! And I only have 1 exam to take before I could finally go home and cuddle with my doggie!!! missed Chloe so much! k.bye. 

God Bless everyone!!