thoughts

Should I get alarmed that despite this week's busy and toxic schedule, here I am, sitting perfectly still on my bed, typing this blogpost? Well, to be honest, I'm dying deep inside, confused on how to survive this week. But really, that's all I can do. I've no idea how to get thru the OSCE of each of my subject, so I just let my fears and worries swallow me, besides, I'm used to really having an almost-nervous breakdown during those times. hehehe 

On a lighter note, one of my girlfriends randomly checked up on me, asking about any update. She's basically concerned about my love life, but I was quick enough to burst her bubble and told her I STILL have none. Not sad about it though. It just lead me on thinking of how it actually feels once I have my own, you know, jowa. hehehe But as I told her, I'm not really in a rush or in a hurry about having one since I know my priorities (naks!) Knowing myself, I might not be able to juggle my academic responsibilities together with girlfriend duties well. So, wag na lang muna. I also told her to just chill and calm her senses and allow the natural flow of love to find its way to me hehehe cheesy! She then brought up a news about one of our high school batch mate who's now single. kaloka. She's trying to build him up on me but I told her not to, because I felt it doesn't seem right. (ako pa maarte pls) hahahah And I'm honestly hoping that he'd get back to his former girlfriend. ganoin! 

Anyway, that's basically it. I'd love to discuss more of my thoughts and insights about some random topics, pero try ko muna mag aral at pumasa, okay? God Bless everyone! *wink*