hi! it was supposed to be a video blog, kaya lang makikita mo kasi ako maiyak e, so you better read my message na lang. seriously, i miss you. so much. please understand. I intentionally do not tweet you and avoid going to your facebook page because I know that I will miss you so much more, and I can't believe that I am now about to break down=( napapaenglish ako sayo baby ha! kainis! sobra na kitang miss=( as in. actually, kayong lahat, kasi we don't get to spend much time together here anymore din=( swerte na kung every Tuesday magkikita kami. so yeah, parang ang nangyayari e lahat na kami nag abroad din. parang di na din naman nagkiikta masyado. nakakamiss nang sobra.
I super miss us during lunch break copying each other's labsheets or reviewing for the quiz or just plainly cramming for a surprise practical in laboratory. nakakatuwa alalahanin no? miss ko na din yung mangungulit ka na tanungin ka namin para sa quiz kasi di ka nakaaral masyado. hahahaha or yung kapag may event, lagi mo kaming kukulitin para magpicture tayo ng fierce! at sino ba naman ang makakalimot sa yo pagdating sa pagcucut kapag minor lang ang subject=D hahaha kahit nga major, minsan diniditch mo na e, kung walang quiz! hahahaha minsan tuloy naiisip ko, pano kaya kung intern ka dito? siguro makakaperfect attendance kasi masisindak ka sa 1 is to 3 na make up for every absence. hahahaha andami mo pang naiwang memories dito ha! balik ka nga! dagdagan natin!
nga pala baby girl, napapost ako ng blog na to para sayo kasi naman, nakita ko to,
grabe naman yan, nahiya naman sakin si toni, at ako pa pala yung ginagaya nya. hahahaha natawa ako dun, super!
Anyways, baby girl, i want you to know that I am missing you so much to the point that sometimes in my prayers, I am asking God to replay our memories together in my dreams. =( desperate/ pathetic me? hahaha maybe. I miss you calling me MAUM randomly and greeting me every morning wearing that big smile then we'll talk about Elmo and your other crushes.
And speaking of crushes, ikaw ha! wag na! first things first! umayos ka! hahahaha chos! nasabi ko na yan sayo nung birthday mo, sundin mo ko or papatapon kita sa mas malayo! hahahaha joke!
haaaay baby girl, sorry kung mejo sabaw tong letter ko sayo ha, andami kasi nang nasa isip ko e and I can't help but miss you more lalo na ngayong mga panahong wala ako masyado makausap. kelangan ko pa naman ng words of wisdom lately. anyways, di naman to tungkol sakin e, hahahhaa. sayo to.
Ano pa bang masasabi ko sayo? nakakaproud lang magkaroon ng sister/friend/anak na tulad mo kasi despite the rocky road that you're taking now, you never lose sight of the finish line. I admire how positive you are and I've witnessed how you have grown into a much stronger person. I am but a proud friend overseas! I can't be any much prouder than what you have become. I may not told you this always before but I am so proud of you and in everyday of my existence, I walk with gratitude that I once crossed paths with people like you. you may be miles away from me but my learning from you are my regular reminder of how close you are to me.
Do not miss us too much, live one day at a time. darating ang oras na magkikita ulit tayo. alammoyan! I know that you are on this 'hard time' but I am not losing my faith in you that you will eventually find happiness that will last a long time. ikaw yan e! diba nga, favorite ka ni God? =) ikaw na!
continue to see things in the brighter perspective. i believe so much in you and i know that you can handle it well. dapat nga di na baby girl ang tawag sayo e! hahah chos! yun. ikaw na! nakakaproud ka! you are one of the strongest persons in my circle and don't dare change that attitude! konti lang kayo, wag mo na bawasan! and stay happy! always remember this, 'Happy girls are the prettiest.' yan, kaya stay pretty! at eto pa pala, pakitandaan, i love you. sagad yan! hanggang bone marrow!
I want you to know that no matter what happens, I am your Maum and you are my baby girl. it's hard and painful that I can not hug or kiss you and this is the best I can do. I MISS YOU.
KISS.HUG.MWUAH. <3
love,
MAUM <3
# madami akong pinatandaan sayo no? wag mo kakalimutan yan! lahat yan! i wish to see you in my dreamssssss
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