first love

 I guess it's absolutely true when they say that first love never dies. I was so sure I am madly in love with some one else until I got to once again encounter my long lost (super lost) first love AND SPEND A COUPLE OF DAYS (ROUGHLY A WEEK) with him and his family. That moment when you thought you're ALL OVER that person and beyond until you GET LOST in the thought of WHAT IF YOU ENDED UP TOGETHER.

PUCHA. All these years, all I did was desperately focus in my studies and move on and away from immature and not so nice memories of a previous romance, then in just a span of 6 days, everything went confusing.

They say we meet people for a reason. Whether for us to change their lives or for our lives to be changed by them. Then why do I keep on meeting, even spending time with him? ay wow, arte. ahahah Okay lang sana kung civil lang e, but why do we have to act as if friends kami, worse, close pa! It was annoying, even more when I wasn't able to control my laughter with his humour. Minsan ako talaga problema e. I could've just shrugged off his 'parinig' or 'padaplis' to create a lighter mood for every one pero naaasar talaga ko.

On the other hand, what happened in our trip could've been ideal, had we been together. (Ideal first date for me is actually on amusement park *wink*) And speaking of amusement park, we had a crazy adventure at Disneyland HK, by the way. And I was a kid for a day(s)!

Anyway, I'm just kinda confused and annoyed right now, and I can't tell anyone about this because it will cause me such a big trouble. for sure. hehehehe

ayan na muna. I was suppose to post a photo of us together pero wag na lang. Mahirap na.