SUNDAY CURRENTLY vol IX

Hello there! Ah! finally after several months, I'm back to writing another SC post! Well, this may have no difference with the others (still containing med stuff and all that) but the thought of having a new SC post thrills me enough hehehe Anyway, lez go. 

Currently...

Reading: NOTHING. well, nothing yet, but my hema-onco trans is right at the corner waiting for me. I'll have a long exam tomorrow about the topic and would you believe, it's our last topic for pedia! which brings us to the thought that.... internship is just 2 and a half months away. *wide scared eyes*

Writing: Aside from this, I'm on a current break from writing my ophtha history, which is also due tomorrow. Honestly, that subject has gotten to be my least favourite among all my subjects, alongside with ENT. Ewan ko kung bakit, but really, ang lala ng level of stress that they give me. 

Listening: Unwritten by Natasha Beddingfield *feel the rain on you skin, no one else can feel it  for you...* Good vibe Sunday it is 

Wearing: PJ's and loose shirt. on the bed, no make up, chips and chocolates on the floor. It's a good vibe/ cheat sunday. 

Thinking: Of how to be productive today and the rest of my remaining weeks before I enter internship. 

Wishing: for time to slow a bit...wait kasi, di pa ko ready. you know, chill, let me put myself back together first.

Praying: for all the good things to last longer.

Feeling: Now? uhh mixed emotions plus sleepy. 

Wanting: Well, I'm actually planning to open my own bank account. Which I think is good for me to develop a habit of saving and eventually become a better and more responsible consumer. Wag na kasi bili ng bili! Rhea May! 

Loving: Who? Char. waley. But now, I'm just grateful about everything. No matter how busy my schedule gets or how heavy my work loads are, still, I enjoy every tad bit of it and I wouldn't want it in any other way. 

There you go! Happy Sunday!!  

tick tock

you know, that thing... that overrated thing. I admit that I've been wanting it for a long time now, not in a desperate-kind of want though. But i want it... the real thing. The one that's good for long term. The kind that mature people actually experience in real life. The one that we all see in movies with happy endings, or at least close enough. I want it true and worthy of risks and time and feelings. The one that gives you motivation to get up each morning and face the day confidently knowing that you'll make it because someone believes you could. That kind of inspiration you have that radiates from you and people would see it as something amazing and great and beautiful. I want it so badly but I'm not sure if I want it now, or maybe I want it now but I'm not ready for it now. 

I don't know if it's just the hang over from two movies I've watched that Im too emotional than what I usually am, but for sure it's not hormones because I just had my 'time of the month'. Maybe it's just a little knock in me reminding me that I'm still a vulnerable lady...waiting and waiting patiently until a slap on the face would come up and make me realize that there's actually more to life than worrying. Learn to stop and smell the flowers, darling. 

This post is so vague that even I could not understand where I am coming from...but I won't delete this for the sake of remembrance. Goodnight. 

valentine's day:sweet nothings

hello there! so my last post was almost a month ago, and you could probably guess how busy the past few weeks had been. So now, I'm back and I'm glad this is no ordinary Sunday, but a Valentine's day. To tell you honestly, I'm just doing nothing here, lying on the bed, watching random videos and plainly giving myself some break from school. But mind you, I still have 3 more subjects to study since exams are still just around the corner. But truthfully, I wouldn't want to spend this day in any other way. That's all! Happy Valentine's Day!!