ANXIETY ATTACK

So, past is past, yes. I can talk about it, yes. But that doesn't mean I'm super comfortable to talk about it anytime. It's just different when you know, you're not in your optimum status to talk about it. Don't get me wrong, I'm so done with it. That's for sure, but wait...that doesn't mean it no longer affects me in any way. Of course, there will be something that would remind me of the emotions I felt during those times, but that doesn't mean I can feel them again. Wait. Ang hirap e. That feeling when you wanted to forget something about your past and all of a sudden you'd see someone who would remind you of that 'past' and you're now disgusted of yourself and starting to regret everything. HIRAAAAAP! Well, what can I say, it's so hard to live in such a small world.