this is going to be my first ever blog:)
I can't even imagine how worst my life- college and even high school life would be if I have not gained friends.
"What if I have no friend?" It is always my question at the back of my mind every time I would walk around and see some people having their "me time." I've never imagined taking pictures at beautiful sceneries alone, or having lunch at a beautiful restaurant alone, shopping alone, deciding alone or even go to the comfort room alone. yes, I'm that dependent when it comes to my friends. but I'm just glad they did not just accept me, but love me for who I am.
They say 'no man is an island,' and I strongly agree. But how come, there are still those who choose to be alone and spend their time alone? I don't judge them or pity them, but I just wish I could share the happiness that I feel for having so many friends:))
During high school, I usually stick to different circles, until my junior year because I belonged to the cream class. (yeah, luckily:)) And so looking for a friend was not an issue at all to me because of my impression that all of my classmates were snob or 'nerds'. (peace:))) But it was probably God's will that I have met these girls, whom I share my interests with and now have them as my sisters, yes! they're my best friends!! We are proud of the name that jester, who used to be our manager, gave us. He said we are the PG as in Powder Girls. hahaha!! as our name itself, we usually go to the powder room and put powder on our faces in between our classes. that may sound funny for some, but that was our hobby that time. (wow. hobby talaga e!) hahaha. yes, and we're proud, bakit ba??hahaha
just like many friendships, ours was not perfect. We've been through alots of up's and down's, so many tastes of heaven and hell, and many stop and go along the way. There were moments in which I thought we couldn't get through or we'll never make it. We've faced lots of judgments. Some people would say we are not approachable, we have have our own worlds or we choose who's gonna belong to our circle. We used to ask ourselves, if we did something wrong against those people, and we couldn't just find any reason at all. The most painful part was when one of us chose to stay away and keep a distance from us. well I was asking, 'was that giving up? or she really didn't want to be with us?' well our circle doesn't require our whole lives to stick together, as what other people believe, but how do you leave the persons you love in the first place? that is if you really love them? would you let them fight against the world, as what had happened to us, as i believed?
Anyways, it's over. hahaha:)) peace to everyone:)) As of now, we're all college students and I believe we have matured enough to just laugh at all those petty problems we've encountered in the past. yessss naman!!!!:)
At this point in our lives, we choose to be together simply because we're part of each other's lives and we can't live without each other. yikes!!parang boyfriend.hahahahaha. e ganun talaga e:| bakit ba?! Seriously, I could safely say that I have become who I am now because of them- the learnings and values we've shared and moments we spent together were all priceless, as how I treat them.
And so once and for all, I am saying this all out to let all the readers know how happy I am to belong in our circle;)) And i am certain that these girls are my no-doubt treasures 'til the end! I love you girls!! hope i made youu all proud with this!:)
by the way, one of us now stays in NEW ZEALAND, and we miss her already!!:))
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