If today is your last day on Earth, how are you going to spend it?

I don’t know. I really don’t. Maybe spend it with my family, shop all day with my friends, or just travel alone until my last second. The thing is I could spend it in the most perfect way I know if I am going to be warned when it’s going to be my time. I could prepare for it, even plan for it, just to make that last day perfect.  At the end of it all, the biggest question would probably be, if I had spent my time wisely, or was I able to teach someone how to love, or was the time I had enough to live my life to its fullest. I hope I could answer yes; but what if no? Could we have second chance to make it all up again? To make up for our mistakes, say sorry for every pain we have caused, replace every drop of tear shed for us with a smile or say I Love You before we go rather than goodbye? Can we give every person we love the gift of time? No, unless we know when our last would be. Death doesn’t end love. There may be regrets of not saying so many words that the people we love deserve to hear, unexpressed feelings and hidden affection. The idea here is spending the most of what we have now for we do not know what will happen tomorrow. Nobody knows either. So never take the people you love for granted, think that it’s their last day, or your last day. Would you like to have regrets in the end? Think. Love them as you love yourself; appreciate them as you appreciate yourself. That’s all we can do. It’s never too early to express our feelings. This is life. Only one trial, make the best out of it. There may be lots of failures and mistakes, but it’s never too late to repent and rise up again. One day you’ll stand before the Lord, don’t disappoint Him with what you’ve done, but make Him proud for what you have shared, learned, accomplished and contribute. Make Him proud for what you have become. 

the names you'll see when you open my heart.

My college life would have become worse if my path didn't cross their's. I am soooooo lucky, as in lucky!!!! I super love them:) They're my saviors, angels and sisters as well. There was no time, even once that we fought over something. And yes, we have lots of things in common:)) I believe that these are all part of the plans for us of the Lord. He had let us met in His perfect time, when we had no one but ourselves.yeah. college e:)

But being with them makes my college life more enjoyable and memorable at the same time. Whenever I'm with them, I don't have to worry about my homeworks or think about anything that would lead to stress. As in they are my cheerleader.my best friends. my sisters. And they are just the best :)) and I could only love them all to death:)) 

Whenever we're stressed out from school works, we do our favorite hobby to unwind!!! videoke @ St. Thomas Square!!!:))) yes. it's the most bonggaecious of all!!! hahahaha!! i super love it everytime we sing together along our favorite songs!! yes, we sing. and oh, they are the best!! they never get tired of listening to my birits and all:))hahahaaha 

This is gonna be one of the best highlights of my year, yes:))) spending so much time with them:) perfect!!

 Meet Janelle, my super hinhin sister, as if she's the only one who came from a Catholic school run by nuns, :( she's so demure and pretty and lovable and all:))super far from how I act.haha:)))but  I love her:)) she knows that!:)

Yeye:)) She super loves Nick Jonas!!!!! as in!!:)) I can super relate whenever she gets kilig:)) nakakatuwa:))okay. enough:)) hahaha:)) I love her even more now because she has no braces and she'll be wearing the perfect smile forever!!! ugh!!!pretty!!!

Kim:)) She sings so well:)) hands down!!!! as in!!  but she stays sooooo humble and hinhin also:)))She sooo caring and pretty!:))as in. model e!:) she would always laugh at our jokes:)))syempre, funny eh:))haha!!I love her and I envy her voice and height:(haha:))  

Dane, my soul sister!! We've shared a lot. as in a lot. She made me realize and appreciate the way things happen in my life. aww:))sweet ko:))hahaha. She's super understanding and I love her for everything!!! I have learned a lot from her. Her dorm is the extension of mine and she's so generous of everything she has:)) one thing I envy about her? her killer smile!hahaha:))

We may have differences, but I am sure that those differences are the ones that hold us together. we'll never get tired of talking about our different crazy moments in our lives and laugh at them carelessly:)) And of course, we may not have spent sooooooo much time together because of our sched, I'll love them forever:)) They painted the most colorful parts of my 2010 and I will still allow them to color my life for next yearssss to come:)) And when you open my heart, you'll find their names at the bottom part of it:)) love youu!:))

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my no-doubt treasure 'til the end

this is going to be my first ever blog:)

I can't even imagine how worst my life- college and even high school life would be if I have not gained friends.

"What if I have no friend?" It is always my question at the back of my mind every time I would walk around and see some people having their "me time." I've never imagined taking pictures at beautiful sceneries alone, or having lunch at a beautiful restaurant alone, shopping alone, deciding alone or even go to the comfort room alone. yes, I'm that dependent when it comes to my friends. but I'm just glad they did not just accept me, but love me for who I am. 

They say 'no man is an island,' and I strongly agree. But how come, there are still those who choose to be alone and spend their time alone? I don't judge them or pity them, but I just wish I could share the happiness that I feel for having so many friends:))

During high school, I usually stick to different circles, until my junior year because I belonged to the cream class. (yeah, luckily:)) And so looking for a friend was not an issue at all to me because of my impression that all of my classmates were snob or 'nerds'. (peace:))) But it was probably God's will that I have met these girls, whom I share my interests with and now have them as my sisters, yes! they're my best friends!! We are proud of the name that jester, who used to be our manager, gave us. He said we are the PG as in Powder Girls. hahaha!! as our name itself, we usually go to the powder room and put powder on our faces in between our classes. that may sound funny for some, but that was our hobby that time. (wow. hobby talaga e!) hahaha. yes, and we're proud, bakit ba??hahaha

just like many friendships, ours was not perfect. We've been through alots of up's and down's, so many tastes of heaven and hell, and many stop and go along the way. There were moments in which I thought we couldn't get through or we'll never make it. We've faced lots  of judgments. Some people would say we are not approachable, we have have our own worlds or we choose who's gonna belong to our circle. We used to ask ourselves, if we did something wrong against those people, and we couldn't just find any reason at all. The most painful part was when one of us chose to stay away and keep a distance from us. well I was asking, 'was that giving up? or she really didn't want to be with us?' well our circle doesn't require our whole lives to stick together, as what other people believe, but how do you leave the persons you love in the first place? that is if you really love them? would you let them fight against the world, as what had happened to us, as i believed? 

Anyways, it's over. hahaha:)) peace to everyone:)) As of now, we're all college students and I believe we have matured enough to just laugh at all those petty problems we've encountered in the past. yessss naman!!!!:)

At this point in our lives, we choose to be together simply because we're part of each other's lives and we can't live without each other. yikes!!parang boyfriend.hahahahaha. e ganun talaga e:| bakit ba?! Seriously, I could safely say that I have become who I am now because of them- the learnings and values we've shared and moments we spent together were all priceless, as how I treat them. 

And so once and for all, I am saying this all out to let all the readers know how happy I am to belong in our circle;)) And i am certain that these girls are my no-doubt treasures 'til the end! I love you girls!! hope i made youu all proud with this!:)

by the way, one of us now stays in NEW ZEALAND, and we miss her already!!:))