new year2015

hello! i have a confession to make. soon ❤️❤️❤️

question.

what the hell is happening? What is this I'm feeling? it's not supposed to be here. no. Never again. 

breathe in breathe out

you should know how hard it is for me to take all these things at once.

you should know how painful it is to read every article about you

you should know how confusing everything seems right now

you should know how barely I could take the next things to come without shedding a single drop of tear

you have no idea how I struggle to survive each day thinking about you

you have no idea how I hate to be affected but I am

you have no idea how difficult it was and still is for me to not think about you

you have no idea how long this suffering has been and I still can't stop

you don't seem to understand what is going on

you don't seem to worry on what you might lose

you don't seem to feel the pain

because even from the start,

you have never seem to care at all.

so much feels.

to hell and beyond

here's a post to all those talkshits out there. to those who make promises and just break them. i hope karma strikes back at you before you know it. 😶😶😶

so much feels.

ctto. 

haw dare me

just when i thought nobody recognizes my worth..there was my mom who called me asking if everything's okay. and i just broke down and cry. oh life. how could you be this unpredictable.