..well in our case, it's when you bid goodbye.
the goodbye that means you finally decided to totally turn your back at me. to finally cut everything between us and forget all the memories we've created together
you see, it has always been you, over anyone, under any circumstance. But I never got the chance to prove myself because you are with someone else and I didn't want to cause any misunderstanding between the two of you. Being a woman myself, I wouldn't want another woman experience any heartbreak because of another's selfishness. I wasn't able to fight for you because you didn't let me. You settled over undefined relationship between us just because you have chosen to be with someone else.
Ours is not the kind of love story written in novels or watched in movies, the ones with a happy ending. Ours is a reality, made out of real choices, composed of regrets and unending chances. Regrets of not giving the best we could, and not making the most of what we had. Regrets of giving up too soon and acting like we don't care.
Now I'm drowning in pain and regret as I look back to those years of waiting for you. I did wait for you, afar, in silence.
I didn't expect this to hurt like this. But to see you happy, uplifts my soul in some ways.
I wish you the happiness you deserve.
And one last time, I love you so much
