CAN YOU GUESS

So I've missed two Sunday Currently entries due to several histories due on Mondays and due to boring Sundays hehe (well, nothing's really worth posting until now, but I just can't let go of the last day of September without posting something, so...) yeah. 

Anyway, this is going to be random...

Can you keep up? 

This week's kind of a level crazier than the past weeks because we're actually nearing the end of the semester (WOOHOOO!!! FINALLY SEMBREAK!) So what do we expect? Several histories to be submitted in the same day, plus OSCE's,  Practical Exams, Slide projection exam, plus post lecture exam plus long exam and all other exams that you can think of. all in 5 days. chicken! echos. I can't even believe I'm still alive! No joke. This week has gotten to be one of the most challenging week of my entire med life. No kidding. The agitation I have each day just grows stronger and crazier. As in OA. I feel like my eyes are going to pop out anytime, though I have been getting the same amount of sleep. I feel like my metabolism has reset into what, a random mode?! I don't even know. There are times I would feel an emergency CR break in the middle of a lecture or just an hour after I left the dorm, things I never experienced before. Kalerks. My menstrual cycle is a bit delayed as well. Plus, just few days ago, I had intense dysmenorrhea, which I do not usually get. poor kid. Talk about messed up systems. There. 

The only thing I get to enjoy is my daily dose of kilig thru #Aldub (yes, I'm thrilled) and this song "Love Stood Still" by MYMP, which I can listen to even for a whole day. It's the only song in my newest playlist and it plays on repeat forever huhuhuhu I'm obsessed. haha DO NOT JUDGE. 

On a happier note, my cousin just gave birth to a healthy baby girl last Sunday and I am more than excited to carry this baby!!! I just have an intense love and obsession on babies! I think they have this stress-relieving effect on people. Right? 

So I'm not going home this weekend due to some commitments and I'm thinking of....wala...nawala na yung trail of thoughts ko. Wait, nawala na talaga. Anyway, habang di ko pa maalala, I just wish everyone a great week and a great life ahead? haha may thought ba? yaan nyo na, basta. okay? Okay.  

hahaha kairita ba? feel ko lang kawawa nako this week. that's my aping-api face. 

monotonous no more

If you've been following me in twitter or Facebook, you might have noticed that (after a long time of hiatus) I'm kind of being active again. After few months, I'm back to tweeting and nabuhay muli ako sa social media. Well honestly, I was never really off, I just took a step back for some time due to some personal reasons. hehe feeler. Anyway, wala lang. I just feel so happy and overwhelmed right now that I have new source of entertainment and sort of kilig. However, for some odd reasons, I can't give in to too much of the happiness that it brings coz I fear this might just be another unreal romance. You just can't blame me. I've had several experiences of betrayal and false-hope relationships that's why I have intense trust issues. 

This thing I feel now is no different from the previous ones; it's just that, this time, more people are affirming and are feeling the same way I do. There are few who don't care though. But I think they're way better than those who say nasty things and negative comments about the issue. It reminded me of the simple rule that everyone should practice: If you have nothing good to say, Keep you mouth shut. I don't give a damn about them anyway, I just think it would be more peaceful and harmonious if we would just continue to look at the good things about everything that's happening and promote the things we love rather than bash the things we hate. 

This is kind of vague and disorganised, but that's just how my thoughts are. Normal na sakin yan. Cute kaya! parang fruit salad, halo-halo lang sila. ganon. K? K. Bye!

because

new word. got it. 👍🏻

SUNDAY CURRENTLY Vol. II

It's been such a hectic week, and time flies so fast. In just a glimpse, it's Sunday again. So, for another Sunday Currently post, here it is. By the way, it's 11: 35 am and I am just staying at home, had my breakfast a couple of minutes ago and now, making this article.

Currently

Reading: A family profile sample, in which I would pattern mine and due tomorrow. And no joke, sobrang haha nya. Sometimes, I do really get annoyed at myself for cramming when I had enough time during the weekdays. But despite that, I don't really have that much regret since I spent those free time for entertainment, just to squeeze in some breather from my stressful life. 

Writing: Aside from this new post about my Sunday, I am simultaneously writing/typing my Pedia trans, with Pulmonary Tuberculosis as topic. I still wanted to post a lot here, but my thoughts are not organised as of the moment yet. 

Listening: Still my Starred playlist on Spotify, which now has over a hundred songs. hahaha I wasn't able to update it yet. Currently playing is the song by U-Turn, entitled To Love Again. Skating chill Sunday vibe here at home. 

Thinking: About last night's event. Like, I was out with the family last night to attend an anniversary celebration of our business, and to my surprise (scratch that, I was actually expecting), I saw my old flame. hehe Of course, I did not approach him, though I went to his mother (who is quite close to me also) and greeted her. I was actually expecting him to come nearer and at least greet me and recognize my presence, but he did not. Well, okay... if that's how you want it, then deal. But then there was this one time when I had to use the comfort room then when I get back, I saw him, and he seemed to be looking for someone at our table. I assumed it was me, hehe then I walked to my place and when I looked at his direction (of course, yung mucking di sinasadya) he was already looking at me. *pabebe smile* I actually acted surprised then flashed my pang toothpaste commercial smile. Then, yun na yun. Nothing follows. 

Smelling: Nothing. Is the fresh air from my place considered? hehe I am sitting near our lanai area and the wind that comes through the door is fresh and has this crisp and cold feel. 

Hoping: For a smooth and fun week ahead, though Mondays are not really exciting to me. I still try to think positive and appreciate how fast the days go by anyway. For sure nan, di ko namamalayan, Friday na naman. And Fridays make me so kilig and thrilled.

Wishing: For a lovelife SOON. JOKE. hahaha Maybe I was just trying to imagine  myself committed to someone, hahaha. No, honestly, I just thought of it now because just recently, my mom, finally agreed that I can actually have a boyfriend for as long as I can balance my commitments and still not fail my priorities and responsibilities. Bat kasi ngayon lang!!!! Ang dami ko na pinalampas e. Kidding aside, I also realized that may be I am not that kid of girl who would date several guys. gets? may be I am that type who, for some reasons, would settle for just one man, then that's it. I guess it's what makes me more patient, the fact that I am waiting for the right time when I am ready and everything goes well. Konting patience na lang!

Wearing: sweat pants and Jersey. house clothes lang. I had to change my sleepwear because I went out (some neighborhood lang) to have my uniforms repaired. I find this sweat pants very comfy, since I am the type who is so malikot and all. 

Loving: Everything on how my life's been, lately. I was able to clear things out with some friends and we're back to being good. I just wish things would go well and smooth in days ahead. 

Wanting: I badly want a new phone, several make ups, and still, the Pandora bracelet. huhuhu But, no savings yet :( Not desperately wanting them though, just badly. hahaha magkaiba ba yun? yes. mad intense hug desperately wanting, ibang level. haha

Needing: Patience and open-mindedness. With everything that has been happening, I could not be thankful enough. Things have been going on smoothly and in accordance to my plans and I can't help but feel thrilled and excited to what's yet to come. Sometimes, inaapura ko na e. hahaha So, patience would really help, pampakalma lang, ganon. And as of open-mindedness, I have this tendency to get attached to my ideas. To the point that I get so obsessed with the though, and it upsets me when reality goes opposite of it. I feel so devastated when things get out of hand or go out of the plan. hehehe immature

There you go, guys!! I am in hurry to get this done because I'm leaving for Manila in a while. hehe Tata!! 

I LOVE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS

I love you in so many ways,

When I wake you up in the morning,

When I make your coffee or prepare your breakfast

When I remind you to message me on how your day goes by,

When I pick fights with you when you don't tell me your whereabouts

When I insist to bring you to school and fetch you after,

When I make plans for our dinner out and random weekend getaways,

When I ask you to wear your seatbelt,

When I kiss you before I go home,

When I text you in the wee hours of the morning,

When I make time for you despite the heavy schedules we both have,

When I keep on waiting for you each time you're late,

When I give you my last piece of potato fries, and

When I let you bring my guard down

I love you in so many ways, that words are not even enough

I love you in so many ways, that even I could not understand

I love you in so many ways, that what I am only asking,

Is for you to stop and try to see how much you mean to me

SPOT ON

when they don't, then you have ya self. 

SUNDAY CURRENTLY

It's the first Sunday of the month, and I want to post about my Sunday currently. I just actually got the whole idea of it when I came across the blog of Maine Mendoza (a.k.a Yaya Dub) and actually liked it. (anyway, it's a different story) So to have a #feels about the whole thing, I'm writing about mine. Here's how my Sunday apparently goes.

Currently 

Reading: Obstetrics transes that cover the topics for Midterms. This definitely does not sound interesting at all, but for for the sake of passing the course, I am OBLIGED to read them. Oh how I wish to post about Nicholas Sparks or Paulo Coelho novels and highlight the infamous lines and characters of the book, but I am trapped in this life of medical metaphors and complexities...and that, as of now seems enough at the moment. 

Writing: This first entry of Sunday currently. I have actually a lot in mind that I would want to write about, but due to insufficient time I have, I just can't at the moment. A lot of things have been happening recently and there's no way I can write about them all at once, so I would probably post little by little until I run out of things to write about.  

Listening: My Spotify Starred playlist that consist mostly of both throwback songs from high school and modern hit chart top picks. Specifically playing now is Angel of Mine by Eternal. this song brings back so much #feels

Thinking: A lot actually, from What time could I possibly sleep tonight? to What would happen if I became an instant celebrity? things as random as that. don't judge okay? things as hypothetical as that actually comes to a person's mind (sane person's mind)

Smelling: None so far, except for the cherry-ish scent of my cheek tint (that I just bought last night)

Wishing: to pass my Midterms in all my subjects. that would be the best. 

Hoping: for a healthier and better relationships with people whom I learned to love and accept...despite the bumps along the way... (excuse the drama)

Wearing: loose white T-shirt paired with shorts. I was wearing this since last night (my sleepwear) and yes, no ligo yet at this time hahaha

Loving
: i think the whole fangirling i've been into for a couple of weeks already. Wait, yes I've been a fangirl for how long-I can no longer remember, but this one that I'm into is kind of different, and it's a good kind of different. (separate post about it) 

Wanting: Desperately for a Pandora bracelet I saw in the internet, and it sucks to realize that there's no way I could buy it but save for several weeks from my weekly allowance. and I am just so impatient about things especially on spending savings. haaaay I need to go to a rehab. chos.  

Needing: motivation and some good rest! I've been stressed and kind of depressed lately about life and relationships, and being an introvert and not able to share my thoughts with someone is hard as hell. I'm kind of used to it, though. I was just reconsidering the thought of opening up to some people whom I trust and would try to understand me, instead of judging me and the thought kind of cross my mind a bit often these past few days. It must be a sign, eh? 

Anyway, I never thought it would be this fun sharing my Sunday currently. But looking at the time now, I barely have few more hours to cram for my exams tomorrow and I badly need to get back to reality and study (or highlight) my transes. I wish you're having a great Sunday with your family and special ones! 

drama

someday you'll regret giving me up. you get that? joke. 

 #nonsensepostbutwhocaresitsmybloganyway